Yesterday on the spur of the moment something made me think of taking one of the vardenafil tablets that I had in my little medicine drawer. Vardenafil is also known as Levitra and is similar to Viagra although the effects last longer.
Most of the times I used it previously was in situations to “perform” however yesterday there was no performance I was just by myself and wanted to see how it would affect me.
People associate the use of vardenafil and its related drugs with “ED” or erectile dysfunction. In fact when I’ve spoken about it with men in the past I was surprised how some would immediately discount it as something they didn’t need.
But I think that there can be a benefit to taking it without thinking about ED, just for its own sake. I have noticed that over recent years my taste for things has not only become much more intense, it has gone off-the-scale. For example I have always enjoyed healthy, good food. But as time has progressed my capacity to be completely blown away by food has increased dramatically.
And not just food, but other things as well. For some reason certain things have become more poignant and intense. However, of late I have felt somewhat blocked physiologically. Taking vardenafil was like a breakthrough for me. Also, it was important that I was able to spend time with myself, connecting with myself.
Perhaps someone is in a difficult relationship. Or they have been hurt. For whatever reason they may feel closed off and disconnected. That is how I had been feeling.
Yesterday gave me a chance to reconnect with myself. I am really amazed at vardenafil and happy that such a drug exists.
Not only does it have a physiological effect, but it also has a psychoactive effect. Perhaps the pscyhoactive effect is enhanced or activated in part by the physiological. But there is a definite psychoactive aspect to it which I actually really like. It causes a kind of giddy, high feeling, almost like being drunk or tipsy. There is also a visual component as everything seems brighter and has a bluish tint.
My vardenafil experience yesterday was so intense that I was smiling throughout the rest of the day and also this morning. It was a healthy way for me to reconnect with myself.
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