It’s funny

It’s funny. I’ve gone on some epic, life-changing, long sojourns that can only be described by words like majestic, resplendent, transcendent – divine. These are profound, solitary journeys filled with bliss that is probably incomprehensible to most.

I have done this, yet I have not received any recognition for it. I haven’t sought and I do not need recognition. I cannot imagine not doing what I do, because I cannot imagine being a human being and not doing this.

Yet I can’t help noticing how totally artificial and fucked up the world is. People get recognition – and more – for the most inane reasons. Corporations are happy to pour accolades onto people for irrelevant and even destructive reasons. People are awarded money and more for many things which often aren’t just tedious or inane, they are outright destructive or contrary to higher development and cultivation of both the soul and human society.

This is all evil. They are trying to own, to control “good”. They are trying to control “right” and “wrong”. Right is what they deign it to be, even when it’s a lie, as it almost always is. And they destroy anyone who doesn’t relinquish this control to them. Simply failing to give control to them is attacked and branded as evil by them, in what amounts to the complete upturning (sorry I can’t think of the correct word at the moment) of truth and divinity.

I’m glad that I will not be long in this world. I hope, after this life, I will travel to a place of love and light, far from this sick world which becomes sicker by the day.